Saturday, July 21, 2007
OK. So like, when you're depressed... what do you do?
For me, it's binge eating. Last night I had 1.7l of ice-cream and almost a loaf of white bread while placing myself on the couch, watching the television (which wasn't really the highlight since I don't even remember what channel/what show I was watching but it was on and watching itself anyway).
I called up the university for my results, which was supposed to arrive via mail but I haven't received it anyway. Next week's the registration for God's sake! What drove me to such disappointment was that I got a C for journalism/broadcasting. I don't know what I did wrong, and I really pushed myself last semester. I don't understand, and the lecturer cannot be contacted for some reason. I want to know why, why, why? I thought I did very well, in fact I did far more than anyone else, going out to the city to cover events and looking for REAL anonymous people on the streets for my voxpop. BUT WHY WHY Why am I near failing?
I'm not even bothered about exercise, not bothered that I could barely button/zip my trousers this morning, not bothered that I got a copy of HP7 early this morning (it's now sitting there, Harry, Hermione and Ron shocked to see that I am not bothered to flip any of the pages open), and my mouth is constantly chewing (now on smart aleck from Bread Talk). Oh hell.
12:21 PM Azzie's got style
