Monday, January 15, 2007
It's time to close this chapter, and move on to a new one. I do not live in the past, not that it should be forgotten - there is always a lesson to be learned from it that will make one a better person.
I love you, mum, dad, and my two sisters. I promise to take care of myself. I won't let you down.
From now on, I shall not recall or lament on the bullying and taunting I was put through in my childhood and teenage years. I accept my body as it is, and will not try to change it by ridiculous diets, stupid exercises, plastic surgery and whatever treatment crap to change its appearance. I accept my flat chest, my bony torso, my chunky thighs, huge ribcage and pelvic bone. Oh, and taunters - check the mirror before you start on others, okay? BLUEKK.
I accept that I'm not academically brilliant. I have never scored straight As in anything but that doesn't really matter in life. My parents are giving me the opportunity to do what I love and I couldn't ask anyone for a bigger favour than that. I will just do my best.
I should stop worrying, and start living. Someday I will find someone who feels the same way I do about him - it's just not that time yet. I may be a late bloomer but like, let alone love, does not come easy.
I will not look back. Face forward, to take in what the future has in store for me.
2:32 AM Azzie's got style
