Thursday, August 17, 2006
I don't understand why some people, when they cough (terribly and continuously), they can't seem to give a little more effort to make people around them feel a little less discomfort of feeling the air rushing past and sprinkles of saliva when the deed is done so often by just covering their mouth with their hands.
If I suffer from some kind of cough tomorrow, we all know why. GRRR.
Classes have really kicked off and I'm enjoying my lessons. My favourite lessons have got to be FTV (Film and TeleVision) because we get to watch a movie a week (not that we have a say in what movie we're going to watch), and write what we felt about it.
Photostating fees here kill. It's 2.5 times more expensive than Kuching's rates per piece. I'm just... stunned. I might as well just buy the textbooks if I were to photocopy the whole bloody thing. Of course, we wouldn't be photocopying, if not for the fact that those text books (recommended by Curtin Uni) are either out of print, or non-existent/not available - according to the bookstores I have visited.
I'm already starting to stabilise on my own two feet in KL - slowly but surely. I can't help but rant about how people, whether directly, or indirectly, are pressurising me into getting myself involved in... relationships. Guy-Girl thing. At the moment that is the last thing on my mind, because I do not want trouble from it. Though sometimes I can't help feeling lonely here, but I prefer NOT to have a boyfriend, and NOT one from the college. Just today, on the way back from the college to KL center, there was a girl and a guy in the bus too, who argued and ranted about 'being so desperate to get laid' and 'deserving better than this'. All the way back! Through the highway, past the toll, into the stagnant and heavy traffic... THE WHOLE FRIGGIN WAY BACK!
Gah. There. So nice to let it out a bit. Sometimes I just wonder why is it that when I fancy someone I can never get anywhere near them? Why is it that I get freaky people (maybe one day it might turn out to be prince charming, but at the moment I'm hating it so, so much) following me without introducing themselves until one particular day, they confess as if they've known you all their life and proposes a relationship to be formed there and then (when I don't know what I'm getting myself into?) And why is it that when I really don't want to be 'more than just friends' with some end up ruining good friendship by wanting to be 'more than just friends'?
I'll just say it. MY LIFE IS SO FUCKED UP.
9:00 PM Azzie's got style
