Tuesday, March 07, 2006
I seem to be the favourite target for many syllabus reshuffling. LOL. But so far, this is the only shuffle I am not upset over - because whether it was the previous one or the new one, I'd still love to work on it anyway.
So, my comic's been put on hold - there may not be a need for me to complete it after all! Though, I have this eager feeling of completing it nonetheless as I feel that it would be a waste since I've chipped in quite a lot of work into putting them all together.
Plus, my design studies is also going through a re-shuffle - kyaa! I'm supposed to be focusing on typography on the first half of the semester - but I've been designing... posters and use of lines? Ah, very little typography indeed. But at least I made effort to read up on it, because somehow I knew it wasn't right for me to close one eye on it! Well, no worries, I'll catch up for sure. :)
I don't know what other students think of me, though I think it would be fun if I asked them around for a rationale of me (if only I were in Soo Boon's class... then I'd have a reason to!) - but I wass surprised to see Allan giving me a salute when I konked Albert's head with his own camera bag (which I had to lug around for him because he kept leaving it lying all over the place regardless where he disappears to!). Oh, and my favourite sunglasses (which the guys
love to fiddle around with!) is starting to show its age - the coating is starting to peel off :( I'd better start hunting for a new pair, though I'm reluctant to let those go!
Yup, I don't seem that busy this week eh? That's because my major supposed-to-be assignments are being put on hold, so I haven't much work. It'll all come in later, I think, just like the local quote,
Durian runtuh. >_<
Bleargh. Everytime I think of a relationship it all falls back to one thing - it'll never happen. Why? My mind's still lingering on being deceived. Moving on, I do feel like it, but my thoughts never fail on falling back to the same fact over and over again. I get so beaten up by it, and I really do not want to go through it again. But the prospects of being single - after a long run you realise, you're going to be pretty lonely.
You dented my mind - I cannot think the way I used to. You've made me scared as I am afraid that I'll be pushed into the same black hole again. Always taking and rarely giving, you showed me how cruel people can be and how they can mask it all up behind a fictionous character. I know I'm not ready, and you couldn't care, but I know too that I will eventually let go of all this one day, and I hope that is the day that you discover that the mask you hide behind can no longer protect you.
9:38 AM Azzie's got style
