Losing Control?
Thursday, October 27, 2005
I hate to admit it, but the upcoming exam is really driving me insane. There's this really simple war going on in my head, and my body, well, it just refuses to respond much to the war, I guess.
Sometimes I wished I could do binary fission on myself twice, so I'd have four of me. One will stay home and study, one will do the house chores, one will bake cookies and cakes, and another will go out and socialise. When the exam comes, I will merge back together as one - that'll be really cool. But one can never bite off more than they can chew, they say. Win some, lose some.
At the moment my brain is officially jammed. I know I have very little time left (roughly a week) and I was really trying to cram in far too much into my microscopic brain. Now I feel like a total wreck and when I stare at my textbooks, nothing is really going in. I may be reading, but nothing makes sense. Well, at least I'm sane enough to be doing other things, and I think for the moment, I'll take my mind off those text books and do a lot of 'me' time.
Sigh. Did they really have to put the exams one week after the raya celebrations? I'm pretty much doomed, I guess. All I really want to do is chill with my cousins. So much for binary fission. TT_TT
7:43 AM Azzie's got style
